"Before you have journeyed far, you must expect enemies of all kinds, who will surround you and busily endeavour to hinder you from going forward. Indeed, if they can by any means, they will, wither by persuasions, flatteries, or violence, force you to return to your former habits of sinfulness. For there is nothing annoys them so much as to see a resolute desire to love Jesus and to labour to find him."
-Henry Suso

The 'resolute desire to love Jesus' is like saying: The resolute desire to know Self. Many desire us to be the same, or to never change. But when change calls us we must go where it beckons; ever "going forward".